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ScarsI am scard
Both mentally and physically
There are scars all over my body
They are deep and speak of times much worse than these
Each one for a broken hear, a shattered friendship, a forgotten promise
These wounds within my mind
They tear me apart
The bleed and pulse with pain just as much as they day they were wrought upon me
The flower of those i love has now rotted away
Only the petals remain and the float all around me
But i can not touch them
Their they go, blown away in the subtle breeze
Hear me scream
See me burn
Never shall i allow someone to be as beaten and rejected as me
If you feel pain as i do
If you bleed as i do
If you love as i do
If you have been rejected as i have been
Talk to me
I shall help
Even if i must give my life
I must help
I will help
Save meSave me from these padded white walls
Save me from this from covered in blood of my friends and family
Save me from this broken heart whose pieces i don't even bother to pick up anymore
Save me from the monster inside me
Save me from these vines that threaten to pierce my heart
save me from death on skeleton wings spread high
Save me from the razor that bites deep into my skin
Bleed damn it
I want it to bleed
BlushI can still feel your arms around my waist
My dress the color of
High school crushes
Your smug and admiring smile
ForgetMaybe this gun to my head will make me forget
Maybe this razor that bites deep into my flesh will make me forget
Help me forget
Beat me until i can no longer think
Cut me until the pain is all i can feel
Fucking help me forget
My flower is now dead
They have all left me
Each flower petal floating in the wind has their faces on it
The faces of those who have left me
They have long ago rotted away
So what is now floating in the breeze
Just my memories
SleepI shall sleep now
Forever i shall slumber
Never shall i awaken
I wish to die in my sleep
And why do i wish this you may ask
Well, because no one wishes me not too
KnifeCut me with your knife
Cut out my heart and make me watch you tear it to pieces
Then cut me until i am unrecognizable
Keep cutting until there is no blood left to spill
Hear me scream
Not out of pain
But out of joy
I deserve this
I deserve all the pain that has happened
See the flower petals fall all around me
Watch them fall onto my wounds and heal them
See them close and the blood dry and flake away
But it is to late
For i am already dead
My soul has vanished
Here comes death on skeleton wings
Nervous MovementYou're a dime a dozen in a sea of billions.
Individuality has no significance in numbers so vast.
And while this fact makes looking forward hard
we can't keep living in the past.
You're a nervous movement in a freeze frame scene.
Steady hands won't help hold up such a fragile act.
And while you take your time keeping character
you fake what you can't take back.
With nothing more than a thought we form our actions
and this is where we extinguish the lie they tried to invent.
The lie that we painted our lives without passion
well conclusions are useless with no attempt to commence.
You're a song I can't name stuck in my head.
I've listened to you before and probably will again.
And while I can hum the melody all day long waiting
for it to hit me I still won't know where you've been.
You're a gust that has never changed direction.
Nothing can touch you you're only felt as you brush skin.
And while you can't be stopped nothing lasts
nothing escapes time not even the wind.
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